Nightmare!!
I dreamt that Karen died of a heart attack last night..OMG!! In the irritating (coz i can't seem to wake up) and heart wrenching (coz i don't want my baby to die...sobs..) nightmare, no one seems to care. There was this part where i was in class with my classmates and i tried telling them what had happened and they don't seem to care. They just continued yadda yadda-ing away about their latest dates and crushes..who cares about guys?? I DON'T!! Tried as hard as i possibly can, they still didn't hear me. Was wondering if i were dead too..coz they can't seem to sense my presence. sigh..i finally managed to wake up and was on the verge of crying (i'm serious k..). Called Karen and she took some time to pick up..in the mean time, i was struggling with myself..I kept saying to myself, "Karen..BB...pls pick up..pick up pick up pick up" and on another hand..this stupid voice inside my head keep saying "Pls don't die" (ARGH!!!) then there was this other voice that went "come on!! you just saw her today..how can she die?? stupid bitch!" Karen finally picked up the call and i told her about my nightmare. She said i was too heaty..i guess so too..but i still cried anyhow. went back to slp after that...sigh..
-iWrote 10/05/2004 09:39:00 AM
